16 March 2014.
Has it been three years already since the day I registered this blog?
16 March 2011: I was that bubbly fangirl who aspired to become a decent blogger focusing on Korean dramas.
16 March 2012: The girl had grew up alongside her talking cupboard.
16 March 2013: The girl was maturing with regard to her thoughts and her drama blogging habit.
16 March 2014: Today, the girl realizes that the world continues to change and so is herself.
We’re bound to change because of various reasons: the surrounding and our inner selves.
Looking back at the past and comparing what it was back then with today…it feels different. Today feels alien to me and sometimes I don’t even have a clue about my own thoughts. It’s…complicated.
My drama watching habit has changed tremendously in these few months. I try to pick up new shows but it’s like searching for a pearl in the deep blue sea. I don’t know what I like and sometimes, it’s freaking frustrating.
Blogging is fun in a sense that it gives me a comfort. The blog is like my home: the cupboard where I keep my drama-addicted soul. But then, I am afraid that I will fall out of love with dramas and that will cause me to abandon my cupboard. I am terrified.
I am afraid that I’ll lose this virtual home one day.
Changes…are inevitable, right?
I am different from who I was three years ago.
My writing style has changed, my taste in dramas has changed, and I…have changed.
The perks of growing up, I guess.
I do wish I can go back to that time when I was brave, confident, and happy.
I wish I can stay as a drama lover forever without growing up. Growing up is not fun at all.
Happy Third Anniversary, the talking cupboard. Thanks for being my virtual home all these years. May the odds be ever in our favour for the longest time possible.
To all the readers and followers: sorry, thank you, and I love you!
Yours truly (who was bitten by an emotional and insecure bug),